Insomnia

I really don't have much to say and probably won't be posting this for people to read right away but if you happen to stumble upon it, you are reading what I am writing in the midst of another bout with insomnia.

I've had a really hard time sleeping on a normal schedule lately and I refuse to resort to vices such as alcohol to aide in the process. I know they work because I was able to sleep on the road this past weekend after I drank for awhile. It was nice to sleep but not a habit I want to get into.

My mind races when I am awake. I literally am jumping all over the place trying to come up with something. I am bored most of the day and have been fortunate enough to plug myself into local sports deals that keep me surrounded by good people. And I have great people at home who understand that this whole situation is not easy and that I may not be the most pleasant person to be around.

I have gone to the extreme lately. I was told that I take certain situations and I cross the line. It's been fun but I also recognize that this could be volatile. One little slip in the wrong crowd and someone might misunderstand my sick sense of humor. To me it is all about context and without giving people my life story, I wish people understood that you'll know when I am being serious. It's rare, but I am capable. One of the few things I have left is my sense of humor and I need to laugh. It keeps me sane...